As part of a continuing mini-series leading up to Autistic Pride day on the 18th June, I’d like to present two contrasting pieces. One from a perspective of youth, idealism and hope and the other from experience and wisdom.
Larry Arnold was one of the first autistic ‘voices’ I heard and his unique style and intelligence made me want to read as much as possible about autism as I could.
Dragon, whos screen-name I use rather than his real name due to his age, is a 12 year old British autistic. I’ll quote him first:
— Dragon Begins —
I think autistic pride day is a good time to express how you really feel about being autistic, its a chance to express our pride about it. In the past I felt like my autism was a disability, now I know its just a difference, and its something to be proud of. In the future I hope that the world will be a better place for autistics to live in. People should respect that were aren’t people with a disease.
— Dragon Ends —
And now Larry:
— Larry Arnold Begins —
I am not altogether sure what to make of the notion of autistic pride day, as in general I have spoken out against specific awareness weeks, as promoting the notion that all you need do is concern yourself about some specific issue at a specific time of year and then let it lie.
The same goes for notions of autistic pride, if I were only proud for one day, what would that achieve? Except when the worries of the world crowd me in and I am feeling a sense of despair, I am proud of what I am, autism being part of that. My own position on the autistic spectrum is not something I usually shy away from and try to hide. I am autistic and I do not care who knows it. At this stage in my career it would be pretty hard to hide it from any prospective employer or public authority as it is out there on the web and on video in all its glory. In a way I have no choice but to be proud.
I do not really know if one day “hits” will achieve anything outside of the autistic community as it currently exists, as I think we are still at the beginnings of forging any kind of credible movement, and facing a lot of obstacles from big money at the moment.
How can we make a bigger splash than the dollars and slick publicity put about by those who would like nothing better than to eliminate us from the planet, and probably expunge us from history too?
I think that can only come from being out and open about being autistic, and not trying to fit in all the time or making ridiculos compromises that smother our autism.
I can’t help being critical of some of the “big names” in Autism for leaning too close to those who would deny our existance by appearing at their events, but again I sometimes fear I am becoming too compromised myself.
I don’t think there is any badge of autism or colour of autism (except for the rainbow) I show my individuality and pride by not becoming part of the crowd, perhaps I am a Groucho Marxist, not wanting to belong to any club that would have me as a member, or wanting to march gloriosly out of step with everyone aware that marching together out of step is a paradox and the biggest paradox for me is wanting a world where it does not matter if I am autistic or not, just that I am and entitled to be in the world.
For those who have the opportunity to do something communal, and wave an autistic flag together, go for it, you don’t need old sixties and seventies relics like me making up your minds for you.
— Larry Arnold Ends —
Thanks to both. Hope and wisdom on one page – bookmark this one people as its an accomplishment I won’t be able to match on my own ;o)
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