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Data Unification

13 Jun

As part of my continuing quest to find ways of redeeming Flash in unobtrusive yet useful ways, it occurred to me that you could use Flash as a data unification tool. What I mean by that is that you could use Flash to process disparate coding environments – particularly client side and server side code.

How This Came About

The idea first occurred to me when I was just starting the redesign of my work site. Basically, my boss wanted to ditch support for 800px width users and I thought that would be commercial suicide and said so. I quoted him the figures and he asked me to confirm that level from our own users.

So I had a nice problem to solve. For one week I had to collect data about our users screen resolution. My first idea was our web logs but our current package didn’t support the ability to detect screen resolution so I decided to use Javascript and record the data somehow. I realised immediately I had two problems.

Firstly, I had to find a way to get my Javascript data into SQLServer. Not being a hardcore SQLServer guy I didn’t know a way to get Javascript variable data in easily.

Secondly, I had to discount the possibility of multiple hits from the same user on different pages. So my solution would need to detect the screen res and IP Address of each user, once.

I knew I could detect screen width with Javascript but I also knew that Javascript couldn’t pick up IP Addresses so I was in a bit of a quandary until it occurred to me – I needed a central processing area that could handle both: Flash.

The Solution

The actual Flash part of the solution is negligible. Its simply a 1px by 1px SWF that collects variables and then passes them on to a server side script to insert them into SQLServer. For the purposes of this post I’m going to assume you know how to do this already. I’ll just concentrate on getting client side and server side data into Flash together.

It should also be remembered that this is a fairly basic application I’m building here. I see no reason why this couldn’t be extended to work in a variety of ways. I should also mention that at the time of writing it has one large drawback – the page it sits in won’t validate as XHTML 1.0 Strict. I’m positive its due to my rusty javascript skills rather than an actual inability so feel free to pick it apart and tell me where I screwed up.

Before we delve into the code though, go see it working. This illustration has a display obviously so that you can see it but in a production environment it could sit invisibly on the page. In my example, the top number is your IP address thats passed in from PHP and the second number is your screen width thats passed in from Javascript.

OK, onwards. First we start with a simple PHP one-liner – pick up the visitors IP Address.

Simple. Next up is the core of the technique. It involves creating a Javascript function that creates the Flash movie and appends all your desired data to the querystring of the movie reference declaration:

So firstly, I assigned the value of the screen width to a variable I called ‘w’ (Imaginative eh?). After that comes the all-important line to pass the URL-encoded values in:

data="http://www.kevinleitch.co.uk/testarea/catchswf.swf?r=' + w + '"

As this line is written by a Javascript document.write, appending the value of ‘w’ to it is straightforward. Its also very straightforward to append a PHP name/value pair by getting the Javascript to actually write out the code required. This is the line that could be extended to pass in as many variables as you need from any source. As the code is being generated by Javascript you aren’t limited to just PHP, you could easily use ASP – or even a combo of PHP and ASP if you so desired (and your server was capable).

For me this solved my main problem of bringing together into one potential recordset data from both client and server side technologies. All I had to do now was pass both these values to a PHP script that in turn checked the users IP, queried SQLServer and discarded the recordset if there was a recordset with that existing IP and submitted the recordset into SQLServer if there was no IP match. Job done. And because it all happened in Flash it all happened ‘behind the scenes’ without my user ever being troubled by it. Nice, quiet, unobtrusive. Here’s the code in full:

What Next?

This is very dirty code. It needs tidying up and made to validate. It also needs extending into an easy-to-use methodology so that its obvious how to extend the functionality into multiple name/value pairs and/or arrays etc. I may be the one to do that or I may not. If you fancy having a go then go right ahead.

Getting A Move On

10 Jun

I’m now writing the final draft of the final article of the final part of Project: New Part I. I’ve had to do this one quicker than I usually do as Naomi (my wife) is now down to T-minus 14 days and counting until B-Day (thats Birth Day) but she’s been having contractions for the last two or three days – not of the Braxton Hicks variety (sounds like a team of celebrity web designers!) – but the real thing so we don’t think its going to be too long now.

I’m going to try and get this issue done and out the door (so to speak) as soon as possible and then it won’t be preying on my mind. I _hate_ unfinished things hanging around!

I thought I’d write down a few things about how I found the process of writing it all down and what I got out of it – it wasn’t an entirely selfless act of generosity I can tell you.

I have to tell you the truth and say that writing it was an act of will unlike anything else I’ve ever done and you’re talking to a man who gave up smoking five years ago! What I mean by that is that it took an act of will to commit to writing it and to keep writing it. As must be obvious by my recent spate of redesigns I get bored pretty easily and I was worried that I’d do the first couple and then it’d just tail off into a dusty half-finished site.

But that didn’t happen. As I said it was an act of will but it also became fun committing ideas and concepts that I’d learnt sometimes years before to ‘paper’. Somebody wiser than me once said that the concept of thought is only complete with an act of actualisation and doing this certainly taught me the truth of that statement. We, as designers, get so used to doing things on instinct as thats a large part of what we do – making instinct about an idea/concept/service/product respond in a positive way – that actually stopping and thinking about why we do these things doesn’t always come easy. In some instances I’ve said things that I’ve never thought of in such literal ways before and in some instances I’ve had the help of a great bunch of people to say things better than I ever could.

So this has been a positive learning experience for me too. I feel much more ‘plugged in’ to my profession that I have for a few years. Deciding to concentrate on Flash so heavily 4 or 5 years ago was a big mistake in lots of ways. In terms of my thoughts of processes and adaptability that decision cost me heavily. In terms of my ability to build websites that clients and users like rather than other designers like it also cost me heavily and I feel that I’m still not in a position to really say I’ve caught up in that respect even now. But I do feel that writing Project: New has brought me to a position where I can participate on a level that will enable me to start pushing myself to catch up.

After my baby’s born, obviously ;o)

Safe Redirects for SEO

9 Jun

We all know that Search Engines hate change. Whenever we decide to do a total restructural change of any site we run the risk of pissing off search engines. And when we piss off search engines, we start to drop down the rankings.

Why? Because when we change the structure of a site (i.e. add or remove pages from the existing structure) Google doesn’t know where to find the new pages until we tell them. Now we could just use a meta refresh but search engines have to come to view these as spamming tactics and you run the risk of being penalised. So instead you need to permanently redirect your bots (and human visitors!) to the new page, straight from the old page and create a safe association in the consciousness of Google between those two pages.

You can set up server side methods to allow for 301 redirects on both Apache and IIS but sometimes you’re on a shared hosting account that doesn’t allow access to these methods. So what do you do? You script the changes manually. You can use PHP, or ASP or .NET to script a 301 page very easily.

PHP

ASP

VB.NET

So you simply paste this code into your old pages, remove the content that used to be in there and adjust the target URI to point to the new page – job done. Google now associates the new page with the old and you should keep your hard-fought for PR and rankings.

What about when you have a *lot* of pages that are being redirected? For example, an old version of the Group site I work on changed from trad ASP to .NET and hence all our pages needed rebuilding and the site structure changed a lot. The old version of the site ran off the index.asp page with pages being called in depending on the values in the query string e.g. …/index.asp called in the home page obviously but …index.asp?TYPE=02 called in the Mortgage pages and …index.asp?TYPE=02&aid=5 called in the first time mortgages page in the mortgage section. So I had to allow for all these pages which were indexed in search engines and working nicely. I did this like so:

I saved that page as index.asp (which didn’t conflict with my new index.aspx page) and then every time a search engine sent a visitor to an old page the case statements sorted out where to send the visitor in the new structure. Job done!

Autism/MMR Connection Dead

9 Jun

A report on AWARES.org highlights a BBC documentary that finally lays the MMR/Autism connection to rest.

Andrew Wakefield was one of 13 authors of a paper published in The Lancet all edging a connection between MMR and autism. In fact, there were only 12 people studied, 9 of whom were autistic – it seemed Wakefield made the schoolboy error of deciding on his conclusions and working backwards to find his ‘culprit’.

On the question of these 12 subjects, it later transpired that some of the 12 were not randomly selected but supplied to Dr Wakefield by a firm of lawyers acting for the parents who believed their kids were ‘made’ autistic by the vaccine. Accoring to ratbgs (see below) Wakefield was paid about £50,000 for his work and was lined up for lots more as a paid expert witness when legal action against the Pharma’s swung into action. As Ratbags say:

Put bluntly, Wakefield was paid to find a certain result (which matched his beliefs anyway) and was going to get a lot more money if he found it.

Shortly afterwards 10 of the 13 authors of the original report authors issued a statement saying that the paper was not evidence of a connection between MMR vaccine and autism and The Lancet now say they would never have published the paper at all if they’d known about Wakefields payments.

In the last few years study after study has repeated the fact that MMR does not cause autism but anti-vax campaigners said that because all these studies were epidemiological (in other words they only looked the stats) they were useless and what was needed was someone to look at the bowels of autsitic kids.

And thats exactly what the BBC documentary shows – a team of renowned scientists looking at the bowels of autistics.

Now, such research has been carried out. Scientists at Guy’s Hospital, in London, have been studying a large group of 100 autistic children. They examined their blood samples, looking for traces of the measles virus in their blood and in that of another group of non-autistic children. The samples were analysed in some of Britain’s leading laboratories, using the most sensitive methods available. The scientists found that 99 per cent of the samples did not contain any trace of the measles virus. Crucially, there was no difference between the autistic and non-autistic children.

And thats pretty much that. I’ve no doubt at all that this will do nothing to silence the most vocal and shrill of the anti-vax brigade – they’ll accuse the scientists who conducted the study of being in the pocket of the big pharma companys no doubt – but hopefully it will reassure the vast majority of parents that MMR is safe in this respect.

Accessibility: Who’s Responsible?

8 Jun

I was chatting with Ryan Carson today via email (Moi? A name-dropper?) about a letter I’d written to .net ranting about calmly debating accessibility and how to test it. The letter and its contents are unimportant in this context but the email conversation with Ryan sparked of a train of thought about legal responsibility for accessibility. Its something that I’ve never thought to question until now and a quick peruse of accessify.com revealed no answers.

So who’s legally responsible for accessibility? In this country we have the DDA (Disability Discrimination Act) which is supposed to be the act that governs web accessibility. In that I can only find one fairly woolly statement:

…service providers have had to consider making reasonable adjustments to the way they deliver their services so that disabled people can use them.

DDA.

So lets say Client X employs Designer Y to build him a website. Lets further say that Client X doesn’t explicitly request an _accessible_ website – why would he? He probably has no idea that a law such as this is in effect or covers websites. So Designer Y builds the site, Client X loves it and 2 months down the line User Z can’t place an order because the shopping cart isn’t accessible. User Z is pretty pissed off about this and feels (with some legitimacy) that hes been denied a provision of goods that a non-disabled user can access. He decides to sue.

Who does he sue? Is it Client X’s responsibility as he’s the person who should’ve a) checked the law before commissioning the project and b) provided an accessible website to User Z? Or should User Z sue Designer Y as he’s the guy who actually built the site and really should’ve been professional enough to ensure it was accessible? Maybe User Z will sue Client X who will then turn round and sue Designer Y. But, if Client X signed off the project, isn’t that his problem and not Designer Y’s?

Questions, questions, questions…whats your thoughts international design community?

Autistic Pride Day: A Desirable World

6 Jun

One of the saddest, most chilling aspects of reading the words of those who claim autism is solely mercury poisoning is the cheapening of the word ‘autistic’ to reflect illness, negativity, inhuman, uncaring, amorality. To those who would rob my daughter of the identity she has I would like to ask: why? So your children may be ill. Your children may have been misdiagnosed as autistic and your children may be in pain.

None of that gives you the right to denigrate the person that my daughter and thousands of other autistics is/are. Imagine the public outcry if we suddenly decided that a dark skin was a ‘treatable illness’ and that we could ‘reclaim our dark-skinned children’. If your children had dark skin as, for example, a result of being burnt in a fire, then no-one would deny them medical treatment. But would it be right to categorise _all_ dark skinned children in this way? Of course not.

In the article I want to recommend people read, Amanda Baggs details the sort of world she wished she lived in. It sounds like a great place to me. However,

Currently, I can find exactly one printed book which tells me what I know to be true — it is okay, even beautiful, to be autistic. The book is Through the Eyes of Aliens, by Jasmine Lee O’Neill. I carry a copy of this book everywhere, and even sleep with a copy of it. It is the only concrete and lasting object I own that tells me, directly, “It is okay to be you.” Someday, I hope there will be more.

Amanda writes eloquently about dignity and respect. Dignity for the autistic to be autistic without the impediment of a society trying to ‘cure’ him or her and respect for the genuine nature of autism – not as the side effect of a toxic metal overdose but as the unique difference that it represents. Please read Amanda’s piece and remember that it is written by a woman once regarded as ‘low functioning’. If Amanda is low functioning then I can only hope that my daughter stays low functioning for the rest of her life.

Google Site Maps Submission

6 Jun

Its long been established in SEO (Search Engine Optimisation) circles that having a decent site map can definitely help search engines spiders and bots to more accurately index your site. Now Google has taken this one step further and introduced the Beta of its Sitemaps feature.

Google say this new feature is to speed up the indexing time between site submissions and site crawling – as you may know, sites don’t get crawled straight away after being submitted to Google – and by introducing this feature, Google claim that they can speed up the process of crawling as you effectively present _all_ your links to Google in one go, rather than simply submitting one single URI (Uniform Resource Indicator). Makes sense to me.

Google have given their biggest indicator yet that they intend to make semantics play a big role in the search engine of the future by insisting that site maps submitted to them follow a rigid XML schema. This is good news for both them and us. Them as it gives them a single format to play with, us as besides also giving _us_ a single format to play with, it encourages us to think about semantic flow.

Below is an example of the XML file using the Sitemap format (0.84 at the time of writing):

As you can see, its fairly self-explanatory. Within each url element there are a number of child elements you could declare including the location (loc), the last modification date of this page (lastmod), how often the page is likely to change (changefreq) and how important this page is relative to the other pages on the site(priority). Google provide a full listing on their Help page.

If you have a small site that changes infrequently, you may wish to create your sitemap by hand but if you have a large site you should find a way to let your site auto create your Sitemap – your sitemap file acts like a robots.txt file in that it is always monitored by Google so finding an automatic way to update it as your sites pages update is a must. Google have tried to help in that respect and have produced a Sitemap generator written in Python. Or, for those of us who use WordPress, there is a dedicated plugin written by Arne Brachhold that does all the work for you. I’m also in the process of writing a fairly generic script to do this in PHP. Maybe you know of a script that does this already.

Autistic Pride Day: Buffy The Vampire Slayer

4 Jun

Its vitally important when you’re the parent of an autistic child that you utilise methods of learning that are serious and learned.

Megan runs over to me holding up one of what I like to refer to as ‘interactive learning simulations’ and what the rest of the world likes to refer to as ‘XBox games’. This particular XBox game revolves around the empowerment of females and how difference is sometimes a good thing. Oh yeah, and vampires.

“Can you start the dishes?” Calls down my wife from upstairs where she cleaning the bathroom.

“Love to babe but Megan’s brought one of her interactive learning simulations over for me to play.”

“You mean she wants you to play on Buffy the Vampire Slayer.”

“Well, yeah.”

Silence. I take that as a good sign and plug Buffy in (please ignore the innuendo in that). She starts up like the dependable game, er I mean, learning environment, she is and off we go.

Megan only really likes me to interact with (OK, OK, ‘play with’) one bit of the game and thats the first 3 levels. For those of you familiar with Buffy she quips and wisecracks over the second seasons environment. For those of you unfamiliar with the Buffysphere Megan lets me complete the training level and the first 2 real levels and then I must restart.

By my own reckoning I’ve done these three levels approaching 700 times. It would not be egotistical to describe myself as the Yoda of the first three levels of this game. Thats right, not the Obi Wan, not the Skywalker but the frigging Yoda. As one of my son’s favourite TV wrestlers loves to opine – I’m. That. Damn. Good.

The gaming element went out of it months ago – what I do now is time myself. I’m embarrassingly pleased with myself if I beat my best time. Or I go through only taking the Health I started with, or only killing the vamps with my bare hands (tricky but not impossible).

Thing is, Meggy doesn’t care – she simply loves the endless repetition and sameness. She finds it a comfort and a stimulant. She doesn’t really stim whilst I play she simply sits and stares, fascinated – Daddy is the stim whilst he plays.

I pull off a particularly tricky reverse jump/punch and decapitate one of the irritating shambling skeletons and feel nauseatingly pleased with myself. You can guarantee that I’ll try and do that again, only better, next time I go through this bit.

Lots of Doctors and other professionals will tell parents that encouraging stimming (stimming is autistic behaviours that the autistic finds stimulating – usually hand flapping, rocking, singing, walking on tip toes, circling a room etc) is A Bad Thing (and yes, you can hear the caps in their voice when they say it) but I say – bollocks to that – she enjoys it and as far as I can see it does no harm. Lots of autistics say its a calming thing and help them ‘synchronise’ with the sensory input all around them. Sounds pretty good to me.

Uh-oh. I have to fight Spike. Particularly beloved by my wife on the show (Weird. He’s peroxide blond and emaciated. I’m dark haired and what can kindly be described as ‘big boned’.), Spike is Buffy’s arch-nemisis until Season 6 of the show when they become lovers. Spikes quite hard to beat – especially when you’re playing the game on ‘insanely difficult’ – and my aim in this section is to kick the crap out of him without him laying a hand (well, claw) on me. After a particularly sexy prolonged hanging bicycle kick he flees. Chicken.

This signals the end of Megan’s interest in the game. Where most kids might wander off and do something else, Megan simply makes me restart the game from the training level again. She’s the same with all her interactive devices – she likes to watch the BBC ident screen at the end of her Teletubby DVD’s again and again and sits with the DVD remote watching, rewinding, watching, rewinding, watching, rewinding until whatever governs these things is satisfied.

I prefer playing Buffy to watching the BBC ident appearing and fading hundred of times.

And so off Buffy and I go again, she runs towards the edge of a cliff, I press the red ‘A’ key and she jumps the Cliff and grabs the edge of the opposite cliff and runs off towards her final (to Megan) fight with the dead bloke my wife fancies called Spike in 9 mins 26 seconds or less.

Autistic Pride Day: Generalisations Don’t Help

3 Jun

I’ve been very critical on this blog of a book called Evidence of Harm and its author David Kirby. The book claims to offer ‘evidence of harm’ in that American children have been systematically poisoned over the last few decades and ‘made’ autistic.

Aside from the many factual errors in the book and aside from the poor science used to underpin it there are larger issues to do with making assumptions about autism and autistic people that this book doesn’t just use but actually swallows wholesale.

Throughout the book and on the websites that support it, parents are pictured as crusading hero’s and their children as ‘a parents worst nightmare’, ‘stolen’, ‘missing’, part of an ‘epidemic’ and likened to a plague. The book applies this picture to *all* autistics and makes no attempt to differentiate between those that may be mercury poisoned and those autistics who are born that way.

A fellow parent and friend, Kathleen Seidel, wrote an open letter to David Kirby that captured the feelings of those parents who don’t feel that their kids are ‘a parents worst nightmare’ or believe that our kids are poisoned. She addresses the increasing venom and hysteria vocalised by the growing Evidence of Harm readership towards us and asks David Kirby what he intends to do about it. I have linked to this letter recently but this Autistic Pride Day I think it needs repeating. You can find the letter in its original form on neurodiversity.com but with Kathleen’s permission I replicate it below.

— begins —

Dear Mr. Kirby,

I am the mother of two teenagers, one with a diagnosis of Asperger Syndrome. I am writing to you not to debate the mercury-autism causation hypothesis, but to express my concerns about the impact and implications of your efforts to promote your book, Evidence of Harm, and the efforts of members of the Evidence of Harm discussion list on Yahoo! — your ad hoc, grassroots publicity team.

While I appreciate your concerns about thimerosal and the concerns of parents who have legitimate reason to believe that their children have suffered from vaccine reactions, I would like to remind you that there are a great many parents who do not suspect vaccines as a cause of their children’s autistic spectrum condition. I am one of those parents, and I can hardly express to you how offended I am by the aggressive media campaign being pursued by those who seek to hold pharmaceutical companies liable for the fact that their children are autistic, by attempting to persuade the general public (which encompasses voters and potential jurors) that most autistic people are victims of mercury poisoning.

It is a legal and political strategy with several main elements:

§ Promoting popular perception and scientific re-definition of autism as a disease process, and undermining support for other areas of autism research: “Although we all know as parents and advocates that autism is an immune mediated disease, it is important to get that well established in mainstream science and medicine. Moving the paradigm away from chasing the illusive autism gene and silly psychological studies, i.e., scientific masturbation, is of paramount importance.”
(EOH message 1496)

§ Promoting popular perception and scientific re-definition of autism as a phenomenon that is primarily a consequence of thimerosal poisoning, in order to attract new litigants and political supporters: “…once causation is established in vax court or state/federal court, then we will be able to place overwhelming political pressure to amend vica to either extend the paultry 3-year statute of limitations or reopen briefly so that any mercury-injured kid can have access to the process.”
(EOH message 344)

§ Destroying the individual and collective credibility and reputation of scientists, public health professionals and health care practitioners who have supported vaccination initiatives : “Our main job is to destroy the credibility of the vaccine industry and that’s just what EOH has done.”
(EOH message 719)

§ Convincing the public that autism was practically nonexistent until the beginning of widespread vaccination in the mid-twentieth century, and that we are now in the midst of an “autism epidemic” : “…everyone does not even know that there is an autism epidemic and at a practical level, simply establishing that fact remains the most important work we can and must do.”
(EOH message 1761)

§ Denying the very possibility that there exist a significant number of adults whose early developmental pattern resembled that of children currently diagnosed with autistic spectrum conditions, for without that denial there can be no “epidemic.” This is a denial publicly pioneered by Mark Blaxill (http://bmj.bmjjournals.com/cgi/eletters/323/7313/633) that you have repackaged and reasserted in your recent essays in The Huffington Post and British Medical Journal (http://www.huffingtonpost.com, http://bmj.bmjjournals.com/cgi/eletters/330/7500/1154).

§ Using deliberately emotional appeals such as the “Recovered Kids” video to persuade the general public of the “truth” that autistics are poisoned: “the more visual and auditory we can make the message, the more people we can reach and the stronger impact we can have on them.”
(EOH message 2856)

It is a legal strategy undertaken with little regard for the fact that a significant proportion of families have no particular reason to suspect thimerosal poisoning as the cause of a family member’s autism. I have read many online newsgroup posts (including posts to the EOH list) written by parents of autistic children who do not describe witnessing any specific reaction at the time that shots were administered to their children, but who have become convinced of the vaccine hypothesis due to the publicity efforts of vaccine litigants. These parents are now consumed with guilt that their good-faith decision to vaccinate their children might have had damaging consequences, and rage at those individuals whom they presume misled them and inflicted damage upon their children, whether that guilt and rage are warranted or not.

It is also a legal strategy undertaken with little regard for the potential long-term, stigma-perpetuating impact upon those autistic people and their family members who are not inclined to believe that all autistics are poisoned. I have observed numerous instances in which vocal proponents of the autism=poisoning hypothesis have displayed outright contempt for anyone who might have come to their own conclusions about their and their family members’ lives, and I will cite many of these instances in this letter.

For example, here is a comment by Lujene Clark, responding to Kevin Leitch, a British father of an autistic child; she and other EOH list members descended en masse upon Mr. Leitch after a blog entry he had written was mentioned on the list (http://www.kevinleitch.co.uk/wp/?p=146, EOH message 1014):

“…if you remain in denial you don’t have to extend yourself or take responsibility to heal your child because it is so much easier to blame “bad genes” and accept your child’s fate. Or worse, try to get your child to accept his “genetic” fate. That is a COP-OUT. Your child deserves better. Get off your lazy bum and start to heal the biomedical problems of your child!!”

When Mr. Leitch stated that he recognized autistic traits in members of his extended family, Mrs. Clark replied,

“it seems apparent from reading your reply there is a history of serious psychiatric illness in your family. My apologies, I would not have attempted to engage in rational discussion had I known you were affected.”

Now, this is quite a toxic attitude to have towards disability, towards evidence of the genetic transmission of devalued characteristics, and towards parents who think for themselves. Do you share this attitude?

Here is another example:

“I believe that most of the parents who are in denial are that way because they have the same genetic predisposition and are toxic themselves and have “symptoms” which is why they believe it is genetic… they see it in themselves. Also, from what I have personally seen, people who are mercury poisoned are defensive and appear in denial in general.” (EOH message 1337)

Is this an analysis with which you concur?

Not all autistic citizens and their families feel that we need “heroes” who loudly shout that the presence of autism in a family is tantamount to poisoning, and that it renders all that family’s members incapable of rational discourse. Not all of us respond positively to “heroes” like Dr. Rashid Buttar, who invokes the image of an autistic person “flipping burgers” in his sales pitch for DMPS cream, a chelating agent promoted as a cure for autism:

“Our success has been all under the age of nine, nine or under. Now since then, when I presented to Congress I told them that I didn’t think this would be effective for older children because the older children would use it, I didn’t see — they got better, they started talking, but they’re not in my book considered normal. They can read, but they’ll never do much more than flip hamburgers for a living, that type of thing. They won’t reach their full potential. But now I’m finding that actually we have a couple of kids, I have three kids that are over the age of eleven, and they’re all having rapid response — actually they’re all children of doctors — and they’re all seeing very good results.”
(presentation mentioned at EOH message 1003; see the entire presentation at http://www.autismmedia.org/buttar5aq.html)

Such appeals to parental fear and status consciousness – pitting the image of the burger-flipping “abnormal” against the image of the doctors’ children who are making speedy progress to “normality” – demean both distinguishably autistic individuals, and individuals who earn an honest livelihood in low-status jobs. This kind of thinking can only serve to perpetuate stigma. Unfortunately, it is an attitude that pervades the daily discussions on the mailing list established to coordinate independent publicity efforts for your book. These publicity efforts include the upcoming “Evidence of Harm Day” aimed at boosting the book’s sales ranking, by encouraging parents to purchase multiple copies (EOH message 2600).

Indeed, the Evidence of Harm discussion list has evolved into a staging ground for ideological assaults, ad hominem attacks and mob actions against parents who express their doubts publicly about the autism-thimerosal hypothesis. Witness the flurry of outraged comments on Mr. Leitch’s blog, and the May 18 collective descent on the Parents Magazine online forum, where a parent, “dangermama,” had posted a forthright, informed response to another parent’s inquiry about vaccinations (http://www.parents.com/community/boards/ thread.jspa?forumID=78&threadID=277579). That campaign all started with a plea to members of the EOH list: “Dear Gang… If anyone is up to giving this person a online beating please chime in” (EOH message 2547). One EOH list member signed on to Parents as “myboycody,” then made over 70 posts to that board over the following 48 hours (EOH message 2556); another returned to the EOH list, admitting, “I love telling people off its great stress relief” (EOH message 2563).

Is this the kind of publicity campaign you envisioned, the kind of moral support you welcome?

Autism and autistics have been described on the EOH list as:

“government mercury vaccine poisoned kids” (EOH message 97)
“Parent’s Worst Nightmare Syndrome PWNS or Living He**” (EOH message 418)
“an equal opportunity disaster” (EOH message 543)
“walking bio-hazards” (EOH message 1469)

Parents who do not agree with your associates have been variously disparaged on the EOH list as:

“in denial” (EOH message 2234)
“clueless” (EOH message 1024)
“embittered and not entirely rational” (EOH message 153)
negligent (EOH message 2197)
“flat-earth(ers)” (EOH message 2172)
“parents (who) have not yet learned the facts” (EOH message 1771)
“brainwashed” (EOH message 2157)
“blinded by hate” (EOH message 2574)
“just taking the ‘safe,’ mainstream road of thought for not knowing better” (EOH message 2155)
“desperate” (EOH message 2195)
inherently lacking in credibility (EOH message 1331)
“old school” (EOH message 3009, EOH message 3023)
“an ugly, feisty fiend” (EOH message 3179)
“unenlightened” (EOH message 3183)

Researchers and practitioners in the areas of cognitive psychology, neuropsychology, genetics, medicine, public health, and education, have been described on the EOH list as:

“lazy” (EOH message 2133)
“vaccine barbarians” (EOH message 190)
“cheap whores” (EOH message 1888)
motivated only by a paycheck (EOH message 222)
“high-minded Fascist germ freaks” (EOH message 1345)
conducting “silly psychological studies” (EOH message 1496)
researching “‘pie in the sky’ stuff unlikely to yield actionable results” (EOH message 2008)
disseminating “malicious public relations hyperbole” (EOH message 1502)
possessed of “retrograde views” (a specific slur against Harvard researcher Dr. Margaret Bauman) (EOH message 1504)
spiritually inferior (EOH message 155)
“pharmaceutical and medical killers” (EOH message 2705)

Autism organizations such as the National Alliance for Autism Research, Cure Autism Now, and the Autism Society of America, have been characterized on the EOH list as:

“establishment” (EOH message 883)
“secular herdsmen” (EOH message 1894)
“carpet-bagging rackets” (EOH message 1975)
“co-opted” (EOH message 1667)
“autism mafia” (EOH message 1502)
“not representing our children’s interests” (EOH message 2008)
possessed of conflicts of interest (EOH message 1453)

Indeed, all those who might fall into the category of “the book’s antagonists” have been called:

“those motherfuckers” (EOH message 69)

Do you concur with these vilifications against parents, researchers and service providers who disagree with the thimerosal litigants’ hypotheses, and/or whose work is focused on different areas than mercury? Not once have I read a post where you suggest that it might be appropriate to avoid insulting parents of autistic children in connection with publicity efforts for your book. When two different list members ridiculed Dr. Melinda Wharton of the CDC with comments about the Public Health Service uniform she wore during a Congressional hearing (EOH message 2393, EOH message 1295), not once did you or any other EOH list member suggest that it might be inappropriate to stoop to childish, sexist jeering in connection with publicity efforts for your book. When an EOH list member made the statement, “Lenny… if it’s genetics, how did such sharp witted parents have such dull witted offspring?” (EOH message 996), not once did you or any other EOH list member make note of the fact that referring to autistics as “dull witted” is crude and demeaning, or at the very least make it clear that this is not the sort of characterization of autistic people that you would want associated with publicity efforts for your book. When an EOH list member revealed her plan to distribute flyers advertising Evidence of Harm at a recent lecture by Temple Grandin on Long Island, not once did you suggest to her how inappropriate it would be for her to promote your book at an event featuring another author represented by another publisher, without first obtaining permission from the event’s sponsors (EOH message 3009).

You have made many public assertions that you have adopted a neutral stance on the thimerosal issue. However, consideration of the discussion on the EOH list leads me to conclude that the “neutrality” is only for public display and that many of the autism=mercury proponents regard you as their mouthpiece. In response to an EOH list member’s complaint, “Whose side is he on? He needs to stop misleading the public that vaccines are now virtually mercury free” (EOH message 1582), another stated, “Well from what little I know he is on ‘our’ side” (EOH message 1668). Another list member wrote, “Kirby may have written it, but EOH is OUR book” (EOH message 2923). Although you might take issue with these statements, they reveal the impression that you have succeeded in conveying to at least two active members of your support network. This is an impression reinforced by your reference to Atlanta, home of the CDC, as “the belly of the beast” (EOH message 279).

If you were truly objective, why is it that Lyn Redwood, co-founder of Safe Minds, was identified as the contact person for http://www.evidenceofharm.com until just recently? (The WHOIS record changed after I made note of the domain’s contact information on a post to the Health Fraud mailing list, also frequented by a number of your EOH list-mates; although you are now named as contact person, the address remains that of another “mercury mom” who maintains the site.) If you were truly objective, why would you begin the discussion on the EOH list with, “Let’s hope the ‘other side’ chimes in,” rather than, “Let’s hope both sides chime in” (EOH message 26)? If you were truly objective, why would there be so little evidence in your public pronouncements that you ever sought to acquaint yourself with adults with autistic spectrum diagnoses, rather than blithely parroting Mark Blaxill’s “hidden horde hypothesis.” Why would there be so little evidence in your public pronouncements that you have sought to acquaint yourself with parents who have chosen not to pursue biomedical interventions with their offspring, or parents who recognize that autism was indeed “born in their house,” and not inflicted upon the family by a villainous conspiracy? Lenny Schafer has exhorted EOH list members to “keep the focus on the good guys and the bad guys” (EOH message 391). According to this world-view, the “bad guys” are not only the supposed Goliaths of government and the pharmaceutical industry, but also many thousands of autistic people who do not identify themselves as victims of poisoning, and thousands of loving, conscientious parents — parents whose life experience does not include “evidence of harm” by vaccines, who have a different perspective on their lives and on the diagnosis that they or their family members happen to share with others, and whose private medical choices have not included elaborate, expensive, experimental detoxification and nutritional supplementation regimens.

Your many years of work for The Advocate suggests that you are alert to issues affecting the gay community. May I therefore suggest a thought experiment. For one week, every time you read an instance of the word “autism” or “autistic,” replace it with “homosexual,” “gay” or “queer.” I have already done this for you on the bumper sticker that appears below; it is modified from the one that Lenny Schafer recently developed and distributed to participants on the Evidence of Harm mailing list — “My child was poisoned by mercury in vaccines, but everyone calls it Autism,” juxtaposed with an image of a skull and crossbones. I provide this image not because I believe the message it appears to convey, but in order to encourage you to consider how it feels for an autistic person to hear incessant, gruesome, emotionally charged descriptions of autism by non-autistic individuals who regard autism as an unmitigated tragedy, as completely unacceptable, descriptions that insist that an autistic person’s experience of the world is a consequence of poisoning, and whose cognitive and behavioral peculiarities are worthy of utter eradication. Although this may seem far-fetched, like comparing apples to oranges, in fact, homosexuality and autism both constitute forms of social deviance in its strictest definition — that is, deviation from the behavioral patterns of the majority. Homosexuality used to be defined as a “psychiatric disorder” — in fact, Ivar Lovaas, the early developer of behavioral interventions designed to suppress the expression of all autistic behavior, was also a pioneer in the development of reparative therapy, designed to suppress the expression of all homosexual behavior.

I hope that you will consider that when you make public statements about autism, you are presuming to speak about an entire class of people who are autistic for life, not simply the subset of parents and minor children with whom you have become acquainted over the past couple of years. For every parent eager to “recover” their child and “lose the diagnosis,” there are autistic citizens who will always have the diagnosis and will always wear the label, and who are affected by the manner in which that label is bandied about by those who hate what it represents to them. People too often talk about “autism” as if it is something separate from autistic people. It is not. And those autistic people and their families — autistic children, the autistic-spectrum adults whose very existence you have publicly questioned, and families like mine — will still be around, still dealing with the stigma of “contamination” that you have helped to promulgate, long after the royalties dry up and you have sailed off to your next journalistic destination.

Sincerely,

Kathleen Seidel

29 May 2005

–ends–

Make Me Normal

2 Jun

I’ve just finished watching the Channel 4 documentary ‘Make me Normal’ which revolved around a few teenage students with autism.

I was left with mixed feelings. There was so much I recognised in those kids, particularly Roxanne and for me there was a lot of laugh out loud moments (Roxanne’s interview with her friend towards the end was very amusing). It was also impossible not to be moved by these kids emotional detachment. For an NT anyway.

However, I was growing increasingly frustrated by the attitude of the headteacher. At no point did I question her commitment but her overall attitude seemed to me to be one of teaching the kids how bad autism was and how it was holding them back. At some point in the documentary, all of the kids expressed a desire to not be autistic. A couple expressed the desire to kill themselves. I can’t help but feel that a headteacher who would teach these kids that their autism (who they are after all) is OK. That the NT world has rules and that if they wish to progress in that world they need to learn them but that being autistic is both natural and who they are. Trying to teach them to circumnavigate their autism seems both futile and morally dishonest.

I have to come clean and say its very difficult for me to be objective. I don’t want Megan to be an object of pity. I don’t want Megan to feel she has no worth unless she conforms to an NT viewpoint but I know that if she genuinely desired to be in that world then I would be failing in my duty as a parent to not support that.

I think I’m going to be mulling this programme over for awhile. If you saw it, what did you think? Don’t be PC, be honest.