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I Am A Child Abuser

22 Jun

Some of the comments coming from Generation Rescue’s ‘Rescue Angels’ are getting scarier and scarier. This was posted to a Parents.com thread:

The problem is that doctors keep telling people that autism is not caused by mercury to cover their asses. They screwed up by giving our kids way too much mercury. Those of us who know this don’t like seeing unknowing parents allowing their kids to rot in the abyss of autism. Wake up and smell the coffee is approprite. Anyone who is not chelating to get rid of the mercury is guilty of child abuse. Every doctor who is not telling their patients to chelate is guilty of malpractice. There was no autism until Eli Lilly started putting mercury in vaccines. Aside from fragile X which some say is not really autism, it is all caused by mercury. Any parent who listens to the doctors tell them that there is no known cause or cure for autism is too damn stupid to have kids.

Parents.com

Now aside from the factual errors, isn’t that the most frighteningly, almost fascist, shivers-down-your-spine-hair-stand-on-end-uh-oh-here-come-the-fundie-whacko’s genuinely disturbing thing you’ve read in awhile?

This is a self-styled ‘Rescue Angel’ of Generation Rescue.

Autistic Pride Day: Us

19 Jun

So what did we do for Autistic Pride Day?

Well, basically we did all the things that Meggy loves to do. First of all we went down to Sainsburys so Meggy could have a bloody good sing in a really echoey environment (song of choice: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, once I caught a fish alive…)

When we got back we indulged her passion for DVD’s and basically gave her the remote and let her pick and choose whatever she wanted (age appropriate of course!).

Next up we went into the garden where Anthony (my NT 12yo son) and Meg indulged in Megan’s biggest love – water play. Megan would _live_ in water if we’d let her and its our ambition if we ever win the lottery to get a house with a wet room. She splashes so much in our current bathroom that it comes through the Kitchen ceiling so a wet room would be ideal. But for now this is the next best thing – outside in the garden with the tap on and a good natured brother to soak as occasion demands.

We had a great day all round, if you were marking the day, we all hope you did too. And next time someone starts banging on about the ‘hell’ of autism or how autism is ‘the enemy’ show them this post. We had a great day immersing ourselves in Megan’s world but most importantly, Megan did too.

Letter To JB Handley, Founder Of Generation Rescue

18 Jun

Dear Mr Handley,

I’m writing this letter to you to ask you to make textual revisions to the ‘generationrescue.com’ website. As it stands, your website is responsible for perpetuating untruths about the nature and causes of autism that can only serve to promulgate negative stigma and reduce funding into valid interventions.

On the website you state:

Generation Rescue believes that childhood neurological disorders such as autism, Asperger’s, ADHD/ADD, speech delay, sensory integration disorder, and many other developmental delays are all misdiagnoses for mercury poisoning.

and

There is no evidence to suggest that autism is genetic. No autism gene has ever been found and the search will be endless – how can you have a gene for a mythical condition? Autism is mercury poisoning.

These two statements (one an expression of opinion and one an expression of your opinion disguised as a statement of fact) are untrue and misleading. Whilst it may be true that there is no *proof* that autism is genetic, there is plenty of very good, valid *evidence* to indicate that there is at least in part a genetic component to autism. To baldly state ‘autism is mercury poisoning’ is facile. In fact, there is no proof that could lead you to make such a claim although, like with genetics, there may be some evidence.

I don’t have an issue with you claiming that autism _may in some cases_ be resultant from an environmental insult such as Mercury. It is your unfounded and belligerent claim of fact that bothers me so much.

Your organisation advocates the use of Chelation Therapy. In fact, I’m given to understand that you use it own your own son. If your son is Mercury poisoned then from what I understand of Chelation Therapy, it may work. Equally it may not. If it works for you then more power to you. No one wants to see children suffering. However, I’m of the opinion that informing parents that *all* autism is mercury poisoning and that Chelation is the answer is grossly over simplifying the case and tantamount to a willful misleading of people trying to do their honest best. And costing them thousands of dollars as a result.

Chelation therapy also has a dark side. One that has resulted in injury and death. Your blasé support of it as a therapy is worrying in respect of parents who may find only after the fact that they preferred an autistic child to a dead or seriously injured child. Your failure to advise on the potential dangers associated with such an untested and unknown procedure is also very worrying. What are the long term effects of Chelation Therapy for autistics? Where are the long term studies?

But by far my biggest worry in regards to your simplistic stance on ‘autism is mercury and nothing else’ is this: Every time that lie is perpetuated, every time its circulated and every time its repeated a little less attention and importance is attached to finding and researching valid interventions that can greatly benefit our autistic kids. Not only that, but you debase and devalue a whole section of society by effectively labeling them as ill when they are not. This is unacceptable to me.

As the parent of an autistic I face an uphill battle getting services that my child deserves. When you move your campaign to the UK (as I’ve no doubt you will) your dogmatic claim stands a good chance of even more seriously impeding my daughters ability to access services she needs. What could possibly be your reason for insisting to the detriment of autistics everywhere that autism is mercury poisoning and only mercury poisoning? Why do you desire to make the lives of parents like me even harder? Why do you desire to increase the stigma of autism?

I ask you from the bottom of my heart Mr Handley, as one Dad of an autistic child to another on Autistic Pride Day and on the eve of Fathers Day here in the UK – please, try and see your way clear to undoing the damage you are doing. I’m not asking you to disband your organisation or discard your beliefs. Instead I’m asking you to moderate your tone and please try to be respectful of autistics and parents of autistics who know beyond doubt that autism is *not* only mercury poisoning.

My best to your family.

Kevin Leitch

Autistic Pride Day: Jane Meyerding/Helen Ford

15 Jun

Another dual set of contributions here.

Helen is a friend I’ve known for a year or so and is a student currently enrolled at University. Jane I’ve only recently ‘met’ (in the online sense) but her fascinating website kept me reading for quite awhile!

— Helen Begins —

For me Autistic Pride Day is a chance to show the world, and that being autistic is not completely negative. It is to show the world that Autistics the world over do have a voice and are not afraid to use it. That we can help show parents that Autism is not a complete negative; that sometimes we can be amongst the best, and that there is hope for their children.

— Helen Ends —

— Jane Begins —

Autistic Pride is a concept I have to struggle with a bit. Not because of the autism part, but because of the pride part. For me, the only kind of pride that makes sense is pride in accomplishment.

I live in a part of the world where some people say (or put up signs saying) “I’m proud to be an American.” Occasionally those signs/sayings belong to people who became “American” (resident or citizen of the United States of North America) through their own efforts, but usually the phrase is uttered by people who were born into their U.S. citizenship. How can a person be proud of something so automatic and, indeed, inevitable? Perhaps they mean “I am proud of my country.” But if that’s what they mean, why isn’t that what they say? (And what exactly would it mean to say that?)

Similarly, I was born autistic. So how can I be “proud” of it? The only answer that works for me is: We can be proud that we have overcome the shame we were forced to feel for being our “weird” autistic selves. We can be proud to have gained an understanding of our autistic selves, despite the constant social pressure to “fix” ourselves or at least behave like non-autistics. We can be proud of reaching out to other autistics in order to learn from them, share our knowledge, and support each other.

Most of all, we can be proud to be autistics who are advocating for greater understanding and acceptance of autistics, for an end to separating us into categories (such as “high-functioning” and “low-functioning”) that contradict the realities of our lives, and for the kinds of accommodations and supports that will enable more of us to lead richer, more independent lives.

Autistic Pride Day thus is a day on which we re-dedicate ourselves to self-acceptance, mutual support, and advocacy. That’s what we have to be proud about.

— Jane Ends —

Autistic Pride Day: Larry Arnold/Dragon

14 Jun

As part of a continuing mini-series leading up to Autistic Pride day on the 18th June, I’d like to present two contrasting pieces. One from a perspective of youth, idealism and hope and the other from experience and wisdom.

Larry Arnold was one of the first autistic ‘voices’ I heard and his unique style and intelligence made me want to read as much as possible about autism as I could.

Dragon, whos screen-name I use rather than his real name due to his age, is a 12 year old British autistic. I’ll quote him first:

— Dragon Begins —

I think autistic pride day is a good time to express how you really feel about being autistic, its a chance to express our pride about it. In the past I felt like my autism was a disability, now I know its just a difference, and its something to be proud of. In the future I hope that the world will be a better place for autistics to live in. People should respect that were aren’t people with a disease.

— Dragon Ends —

And now Larry:

— Larry Arnold Begins —

I am not altogether sure what to make of the notion of autistic pride day, as in general I have spoken out against specific awareness weeks, as promoting the notion that all you need do is concern yourself about some specific issue at a specific time of year and then let it lie.

The same goes for notions of autistic pride, if I were only proud for one day, what would that achieve? Except when the worries of the world crowd me in and I am feeling a sense of despair, I am proud of what I am, autism being part of that. My own position on the autistic spectrum is not something I usually shy away from and try to hide. I am autistic and I do not care who knows it. At this stage in my career it would be pretty hard to hide it from any prospective employer or public authority as it is out there on the web and on video in all its glory. In a way I have no choice but to be proud.

I do not really know if one day “hits” will achieve anything outside of the autistic community as it currently exists, as I think we are still at the beginnings of forging any kind of credible movement, and facing a lot of obstacles from big money at the moment.

How can we make a bigger splash than the dollars and slick publicity put about by those who would like nothing better than to eliminate us from the planet, and probably expunge us from history too?

I think that can only come from being out and open about being autistic, and not trying to fit in all the time or making ridiculos compromises that smother our autism.

I can’t help being critical of some of the “big names” in Autism for leaning too close to those who would deny our existance by appearing at their events, but again I sometimes fear I am becoming too compromised myself.

I don’t think there is any badge of autism or colour of autism (except for the rainbow) I show my individuality and pride by not becoming part of the crowd, perhaps I am a Groucho Marxist, not wanting to belong to any club that would have me as a member, or wanting to march gloriosly out of step with everyone aware that marching together out of step is a paradox and the biggest paradox for me is wanting a world where it does not matter if I am autistic or not, just that I am and entitled to be in the world.

For those who have the opportunity to do something communal, and wave an autistic flag together, go for it, you don’t need old sixties and seventies relics like me making up your minds for you.

— Larry Arnold Ends —

Thanks to both. Hope and wisdom on one page – bookmark this one people as its an accomplishment I won’t be able to match on my own ;o)

Autistic Pride Day: Camille Clark

13 Jun

In the days leading up to Autistic Pride Day, its important to hear from autistics about what it means to them directly. Its all well and good listening to me say what I think but to really appreciate the importance of a day like this, its imperative to hear things as they are from someone who knows first hand what it means. To that end, I’ve asked a number of adult and child autistics to contribute a piece detailing what Autistic Pride Day measn to them.

Today, I’d like to introduce you to Camille Clark whos fascinating website has opened my eyes to a wide range of possibilities for my daughter.

Autistic Pride Day. Why June 18th, you may ask? It commemorates the day that Temple Grandin graduated from 3rd grade. It was the day that Stephen Shore first learned to make a noise while flapping his hands at the wrist. It was on that date that Gerry Newport’s autistic adult support group first met in Los Angeles, California. On this very day, the parents of Alex and Ben Bain met. It was on this sunny date in history that Michelle Dawson decided that she didn’t hate being
autistic after all. It was the first day of filming of “Rain Man”. It was the day I received my diagnosis of Asperger’s syndrome at 43years old.

Well, actually, no.

As far as I know, none of the above occured on June 18th and I don’t know why June 18th was chosen as Autistic Pride Day.

Nevertheless, you may be asking yourself, “What is Camille doing to mark Autistic Pride Day?”

It’s not likely that you are asking yourself that, I know, but anyway, here’s the answer:

Like every other day, I will think about the efforts of autistic people to live a satisfying life. I will do what I can to encourage us to keep up the good work, and try to help us deal with discouragement.

OK, maybe it’s unforgivably corny and trite, but I think every day is Autistic Pride day. All those on the autism spectrum, as a group, face an uphill battle every day and deserve so much credit for it.
When I look at the bunch on the Autistic Adults Picture Project, I’m proud of them. The same goes for the other autistics that I hear
about and those that I meet and know in real life. I’m proud of the other autism spectrum adult in my household. My own offspring, a wonderful person and a credit to humanity. Makes me proud, even if I can’t take credit for that beautiful personality.

What has happened in the last year’s time for us all to be proud of? Well, a little more than a year ago the Auton case was heard in Canada’s Supreme Court. The decision which was handed down in Novevember of last year, on whether or not behavioral therapy was “medically necessary” for autistic children, included mention of an adult autistic, Michelle Dawson. By so doing the court recognized that the voices of autistcs should be heard in issues that affect them. This was no small feat, as Michelle faced opposition from both sides, the government and the “parents”. They did not want to hear what an adult autistic thought about the case.

In the last year, 17 years old autistic, Alex Bain, also of Canada, distinguished himself as a runner and won several significant awards for his running on Prince Edward Island. Kathleen Seidel, mother of
an autism spectrum daughter, and webmistress of neurodiversity.com, wrote not only, “The Autistic Distinction” , but she also took on Lenny Schafer, which effort documented under the title; “Lenny Schafer’s Inquisition“, and recently challenged David Kirby and his backers with “Evidence of Venom” , to name a few of her major undertakings. Gayle Fitzpatrick and Charles Rankowski, parents of
Jan, went to bat for his right to play on a school playground while autistic. On December 20, 2004, autistic advocacy made it to the front page of the New York Times, again, this time with the article titled, “How About Not ‘Curing’ Us, Some Autistics Are Pleading“, the article included a photo of Jane Meyerding and quoted her, as well. That New York Times reporter actually went to Autreat. In March of this year, Autism Diva put on her tiara and started to set some facts straight.

And in this last year, several thousand autistic children, worldwide, graduated 3rd grade, many of them with memories of bullying and ostracism. Maybe, next by year “autistic pride” will become a more widely known concept and the autisic third graders will have fewer bad memories and experience more joy and pride in who they are.

Autistic Pride Day: A Desirable World

6 Jun

One of the saddest, most chilling aspects of reading the words of those who claim autism is solely mercury poisoning is the cheapening of the word ‘autistic’ to reflect illness, negativity, inhuman, uncaring, amorality. To those who would rob my daughter of the identity she has I would like to ask: why? So your children may be ill. Your children may have been misdiagnosed as autistic and your children may be in pain.

None of that gives you the right to denigrate the person that my daughter and thousands of other autistics is/are. Imagine the public outcry if we suddenly decided that a dark skin was a ‘treatable illness’ and that we could ‘reclaim our dark-skinned children’. If your children had dark skin as, for example, a result of being burnt in a fire, then no-one would deny them medical treatment. But would it be right to categorise _all_ dark skinned children in this way? Of course not.

In the article I want to recommend people read, Amanda Baggs details the sort of world she wished she lived in. It sounds like a great place to me. However,

Currently, I can find exactly one printed book which tells me what I know to be true — it is okay, even beautiful, to be autistic. The book is Through the Eyes of Aliens, by Jasmine Lee O’Neill. I carry a copy of this book everywhere, and even sleep with a copy of it. It is the only concrete and lasting object I own that tells me, directly, “It is okay to be you.” Someday, I hope there will be more.

Amanda writes eloquently about dignity and respect. Dignity for the autistic to be autistic without the impediment of a society trying to ‘cure’ him or her and respect for the genuine nature of autism – not as the side effect of a toxic metal overdose but as the unique difference that it represents. Please read Amanda’s piece and remember that it is written by a woman once regarded as ‘low functioning’. If Amanda is low functioning then I can only hope that my daughter stays low functioning for the rest of her life.

Autistic Pride Day: Buffy The Vampire Slayer

4 Jun

Its vitally important when you’re the parent of an autistic child that you utilise methods of learning that are serious and learned.

Megan runs over to me holding up one of what I like to refer to as ‘interactive learning simulations’ and what the rest of the world likes to refer to as ‘XBox games’. This particular XBox game revolves around the empowerment of females and how difference is sometimes a good thing. Oh yeah, and vampires.

“Can you start the dishes?” Calls down my wife from upstairs where she cleaning the bathroom.

“Love to babe but Megan’s brought one of her interactive learning simulations over for me to play.”

“You mean she wants you to play on Buffy the Vampire Slayer.”

“Well, yeah.”

Silence. I take that as a good sign and plug Buffy in (please ignore the innuendo in that). She starts up like the dependable game, er I mean, learning environment, she is and off we go.

Megan only really likes me to interact with (OK, OK, ‘play with’) one bit of the game and thats the first 3 levels. For those of you familiar with Buffy she quips and wisecracks over the second seasons environment. For those of you unfamiliar with the Buffysphere Megan lets me complete the training level and the first 2 real levels and then I must restart.

By my own reckoning I’ve done these three levels approaching 700 times. It would not be egotistical to describe myself as the Yoda of the first three levels of this game. Thats right, not the Obi Wan, not the Skywalker but the frigging Yoda. As one of my son’s favourite TV wrestlers loves to opine – I’m. That. Damn. Good.

The gaming element went out of it months ago – what I do now is time myself. I’m embarrassingly pleased with myself if I beat my best time. Or I go through only taking the Health I started with, or only killing the vamps with my bare hands (tricky but not impossible).

Thing is, Meggy doesn’t care – she simply loves the endless repetition and sameness. She finds it a comfort and a stimulant. She doesn’t really stim whilst I play she simply sits and stares, fascinated – Daddy is the stim whilst he plays.

I pull off a particularly tricky reverse jump/punch and decapitate one of the irritating shambling skeletons and feel nauseatingly pleased with myself. You can guarantee that I’ll try and do that again, only better, next time I go through this bit.

Lots of Doctors and other professionals will tell parents that encouraging stimming (stimming is autistic behaviours that the autistic finds stimulating – usually hand flapping, rocking, singing, walking on tip toes, circling a room etc) is A Bad Thing (and yes, you can hear the caps in their voice when they say it) but I say – bollocks to that – she enjoys it and as far as I can see it does no harm. Lots of autistics say its a calming thing and help them ‘synchronise’ with the sensory input all around them. Sounds pretty good to me.

Uh-oh. I have to fight Spike. Particularly beloved by my wife on the show (Weird. He’s peroxide blond and emaciated. I’m dark haired and what can kindly be described as ‘big boned’.), Spike is Buffy’s arch-nemisis until Season 6 of the show when they become lovers. Spikes quite hard to beat – especially when you’re playing the game on ‘insanely difficult’ – and my aim in this section is to kick the crap out of him without him laying a hand (well, claw) on me. After a particularly sexy prolonged hanging bicycle kick he flees. Chicken.

This signals the end of Megan’s interest in the game. Where most kids might wander off and do something else, Megan simply makes me restart the game from the training level again. She’s the same with all her interactive devices – she likes to watch the BBC ident screen at the end of her Teletubby DVD’s again and again and sits with the DVD remote watching, rewinding, watching, rewinding, watching, rewinding until whatever governs these things is satisfied.

I prefer playing Buffy to watching the BBC ident appearing and fading hundred of times.

And so off Buffy and I go again, she runs towards the edge of a cliff, I press the red ‘A’ key and she jumps the Cliff and grabs the edge of the opposite cliff and runs off towards her final (to Megan) fight with the dead bloke my wife fancies called Spike in 9 mins 26 seconds or less.

Autistic Pride Day: Generalisations Don’t Help

3 Jun

I’ve been very critical on this blog of a book called Evidence of Harm and its author David Kirby. The book claims to offer ‘evidence of harm’ in that American children have been systematically poisoned over the last few decades and ‘made’ autistic.

Aside from the many factual errors in the book and aside from the poor science used to underpin it there are larger issues to do with making assumptions about autism and autistic people that this book doesn’t just use but actually swallows wholesale.

Throughout the book and on the websites that support it, parents are pictured as crusading hero’s and their children as ‘a parents worst nightmare’, ‘stolen’, ‘missing’, part of an ‘epidemic’ and likened to a plague. The book applies this picture to *all* autistics and makes no attempt to differentiate between those that may be mercury poisoned and those autistics who are born that way.

A fellow parent and friend, Kathleen Seidel, wrote an open letter to David Kirby that captured the feelings of those parents who don’t feel that their kids are ‘a parents worst nightmare’ or believe that our kids are poisoned. She addresses the increasing venom and hysteria vocalised by the growing Evidence of Harm readership towards us and asks David Kirby what he intends to do about it. I have linked to this letter recently but this Autistic Pride Day I think it needs repeating. You can find the letter in its original form on neurodiversity.com but with Kathleen’s permission I replicate it below.

— begins —

Dear Mr. Kirby,

I am the mother of two teenagers, one with a diagnosis of Asperger Syndrome. I am writing to you not to debate the mercury-autism causation hypothesis, but to express my concerns about the impact and implications of your efforts to promote your book, Evidence of Harm, and the efforts of members of the Evidence of Harm discussion list on Yahoo! — your ad hoc, grassroots publicity team.

While I appreciate your concerns about thimerosal and the concerns of parents who have legitimate reason to believe that their children have suffered from vaccine reactions, I would like to remind you that there are a great many parents who do not suspect vaccines as a cause of their children’s autistic spectrum condition. I am one of those parents, and I can hardly express to you how offended I am by the aggressive media campaign being pursued by those who seek to hold pharmaceutical companies liable for the fact that their children are autistic, by attempting to persuade the general public (which encompasses voters and potential jurors) that most autistic people are victims of mercury poisoning.

It is a legal and political strategy with several main elements:

§ Promoting popular perception and scientific re-definition of autism as a disease process, and undermining support for other areas of autism research: “Although we all know as parents and advocates that autism is an immune mediated disease, it is important to get that well established in mainstream science and medicine. Moving the paradigm away from chasing the illusive autism gene and silly psychological studies, i.e., scientific masturbation, is of paramount importance.”
(EOH message 1496)

§ Promoting popular perception and scientific re-definition of autism as a phenomenon that is primarily a consequence of thimerosal poisoning, in order to attract new litigants and political supporters: “…once causation is established in vax court or state/federal court, then we will be able to place overwhelming political pressure to amend vica to either extend the paultry 3-year statute of limitations or reopen briefly so that any mercury-injured kid can have access to the process.”
(EOH message 344)

§ Destroying the individual and collective credibility and reputation of scientists, public health professionals and health care practitioners who have supported vaccination initiatives : “Our main job is to destroy the credibility of the vaccine industry and that’s just what EOH has done.”
(EOH message 719)

§ Convincing the public that autism was practically nonexistent until the beginning of widespread vaccination in the mid-twentieth century, and that we are now in the midst of an “autism epidemic” : “…everyone does not even know that there is an autism epidemic and at a practical level, simply establishing that fact remains the most important work we can and must do.”
(EOH message 1761)

§ Denying the very possibility that there exist a significant number of adults whose early developmental pattern resembled that of children currently diagnosed with autistic spectrum conditions, for without that denial there can be no “epidemic.” This is a denial publicly pioneered by Mark Blaxill (http://bmj.bmjjournals.com/cgi/eletters/323/7313/633) that you have repackaged and reasserted in your recent essays in The Huffington Post and British Medical Journal (http://www.huffingtonpost.com, http://bmj.bmjjournals.com/cgi/eletters/330/7500/1154).

§ Using deliberately emotional appeals such as the “Recovered Kids” video to persuade the general public of the “truth” that autistics are poisoned: “the more visual and auditory we can make the message, the more people we can reach and the stronger impact we can have on them.”
(EOH message 2856)

It is a legal strategy undertaken with little regard for the fact that a significant proportion of families have no particular reason to suspect thimerosal poisoning as the cause of a family member’s autism. I have read many online newsgroup posts (including posts to the EOH list) written by parents of autistic children who do not describe witnessing any specific reaction at the time that shots were administered to their children, but who have become convinced of the vaccine hypothesis due to the publicity efforts of vaccine litigants. These parents are now consumed with guilt that their good-faith decision to vaccinate their children might have had damaging consequences, and rage at those individuals whom they presume misled them and inflicted damage upon their children, whether that guilt and rage are warranted or not.

It is also a legal strategy undertaken with little regard for the potential long-term, stigma-perpetuating impact upon those autistic people and their family members who are not inclined to believe that all autistics are poisoned. I have observed numerous instances in which vocal proponents of the autism=poisoning hypothesis have displayed outright contempt for anyone who might have come to their own conclusions about their and their family members’ lives, and I will cite many of these instances in this letter.

For example, here is a comment by Lujene Clark, responding to Kevin Leitch, a British father of an autistic child; she and other EOH list members descended en masse upon Mr. Leitch after a blog entry he had written was mentioned on the list (http://www.kevinleitch.co.uk/wp/?p=146, EOH message 1014):

“…if you remain in denial you don’t have to extend yourself or take responsibility to heal your child because it is so much easier to blame “bad genes” and accept your child’s fate. Or worse, try to get your child to accept his “genetic” fate. That is a COP-OUT. Your child deserves better. Get off your lazy bum and start to heal the biomedical problems of your child!!”

When Mr. Leitch stated that he recognized autistic traits in members of his extended family, Mrs. Clark replied,

“it seems apparent from reading your reply there is a history of serious psychiatric illness in your family. My apologies, I would not have attempted to engage in rational discussion had I known you were affected.”

Now, this is quite a toxic attitude to have towards disability, towards evidence of the genetic transmission of devalued characteristics, and towards parents who think for themselves. Do you share this attitude?

Here is another example:

“I believe that most of the parents who are in denial are that way because they have the same genetic predisposition and are toxic themselves and have “symptoms” which is why they believe it is genetic… they see it in themselves. Also, from what I have personally seen, people who are mercury poisoned are defensive and appear in denial in general.” (EOH message 1337)

Is this an analysis with which you concur?

Not all autistic citizens and their families feel that we need “heroes” who loudly shout that the presence of autism in a family is tantamount to poisoning, and that it renders all that family’s members incapable of rational discourse. Not all of us respond positively to “heroes” like Dr. Rashid Buttar, who invokes the image of an autistic person “flipping burgers” in his sales pitch for DMPS cream, a chelating agent promoted as a cure for autism:

“Our success has been all under the age of nine, nine or under. Now since then, when I presented to Congress I told them that I didn’t think this would be effective for older children because the older children would use it, I didn’t see — they got better, they started talking, but they’re not in my book considered normal. They can read, but they’ll never do much more than flip hamburgers for a living, that type of thing. They won’t reach their full potential. But now I’m finding that actually we have a couple of kids, I have three kids that are over the age of eleven, and they’re all having rapid response — actually they’re all children of doctors — and they’re all seeing very good results.”
(presentation mentioned at EOH message 1003; see the entire presentation at http://www.autismmedia.org/buttar5aq.html)

Such appeals to parental fear and status consciousness – pitting the image of the burger-flipping “abnormal” against the image of the doctors’ children who are making speedy progress to “normality” – demean both distinguishably autistic individuals, and individuals who earn an honest livelihood in low-status jobs. This kind of thinking can only serve to perpetuate stigma. Unfortunately, it is an attitude that pervades the daily discussions on the mailing list established to coordinate independent publicity efforts for your book. These publicity efforts include the upcoming “Evidence of Harm Day” aimed at boosting the book’s sales ranking, by encouraging parents to purchase multiple copies (EOH message 2600).

Indeed, the Evidence of Harm discussion list has evolved into a staging ground for ideological assaults, ad hominem attacks and mob actions against parents who express their doubts publicly about the autism-thimerosal hypothesis. Witness the flurry of outraged comments on Mr. Leitch’s blog, and the May 18 collective descent on the Parents Magazine online forum, where a parent, “dangermama,” had posted a forthright, informed response to another parent’s inquiry about vaccinations (http://www.parents.com/community/boards/ thread.jspa?forumID=78&threadID=277579). That campaign all started with a plea to members of the EOH list: “Dear Gang… If anyone is up to giving this person a online beating please chime in” (EOH message 2547). One EOH list member signed on to Parents as “myboycody,” then made over 70 posts to that board over the following 48 hours (EOH message 2556); another returned to the EOH list, admitting, “I love telling people off its great stress relief” (EOH message 2563).

Is this the kind of publicity campaign you envisioned, the kind of moral support you welcome?

Autism and autistics have been described on the EOH list as:

“government mercury vaccine poisoned kids” (EOH message 97)
“Parent’s Worst Nightmare Syndrome PWNS or Living He**” (EOH message 418)
“an equal opportunity disaster” (EOH message 543)
“walking bio-hazards” (EOH message 1469)

Parents who do not agree with your associates have been variously disparaged on the EOH list as:

“in denial” (EOH message 2234)
“clueless” (EOH message 1024)
“embittered and not entirely rational” (EOH message 153)
negligent (EOH message 2197)
“flat-earth(ers)” (EOH message 2172)
“parents (who) have not yet learned the facts” (EOH message 1771)
“brainwashed” (EOH message 2157)
“blinded by hate” (EOH message 2574)
“just taking the ‘safe,’ mainstream road of thought for not knowing better” (EOH message 2155)
“desperate” (EOH message 2195)
inherently lacking in credibility (EOH message 1331)
“old school” (EOH message 3009, EOH message 3023)
“an ugly, feisty fiend” (EOH message 3179)
“unenlightened” (EOH message 3183)

Researchers and practitioners in the areas of cognitive psychology, neuropsychology, genetics, medicine, public health, and education, have been described on the EOH list as:

“lazy” (EOH message 2133)
“vaccine barbarians” (EOH message 190)
“cheap whores” (EOH message 1888)
motivated only by a paycheck (EOH message 222)
“high-minded Fascist germ freaks” (EOH message 1345)
conducting “silly psychological studies” (EOH message 1496)
researching “‘pie in the sky’ stuff unlikely to yield actionable results” (EOH message 2008)
disseminating “malicious public relations hyperbole” (EOH message 1502)
possessed of “retrograde views” (a specific slur against Harvard researcher Dr. Margaret Bauman) (EOH message 1504)
spiritually inferior (EOH message 155)
“pharmaceutical and medical killers” (EOH message 2705)

Autism organizations such as the National Alliance for Autism Research, Cure Autism Now, and the Autism Society of America, have been characterized on the EOH list as:

“establishment” (EOH message 883)
“secular herdsmen” (EOH message 1894)
“carpet-bagging rackets” (EOH message 1975)
“co-opted” (EOH message 1667)
“autism mafia” (EOH message 1502)
“not representing our children’s interests” (EOH message 2008)
possessed of conflicts of interest (EOH message 1453)

Indeed, all those who might fall into the category of “the book’s antagonists” have been called:

“those motherfuckers” (EOH message 69)

Do you concur with these vilifications against parents, researchers and service providers who disagree with the thimerosal litigants’ hypotheses, and/or whose work is focused on different areas than mercury? Not once have I read a post where you suggest that it might be appropriate to avoid insulting parents of autistic children in connection with publicity efforts for your book. When two different list members ridiculed Dr. Melinda Wharton of the CDC with comments about the Public Health Service uniform she wore during a Congressional hearing (EOH message 2393, EOH message 1295), not once did you or any other EOH list member suggest that it might be inappropriate to stoop to childish, sexist jeering in connection with publicity efforts for your book. When an EOH list member made the statement, “Lenny… if it’s genetics, how did such sharp witted parents have such dull witted offspring?” (EOH message 996), not once did you or any other EOH list member make note of the fact that referring to autistics as “dull witted” is crude and demeaning, or at the very least make it clear that this is not the sort of characterization of autistic people that you would want associated with publicity efforts for your book. When an EOH list member revealed her plan to distribute flyers advertising Evidence of Harm at a recent lecture by Temple Grandin on Long Island, not once did you suggest to her how inappropriate it would be for her to promote your book at an event featuring another author represented by another publisher, without first obtaining permission from the event’s sponsors (EOH message 3009).

You have made many public assertions that you have adopted a neutral stance on the thimerosal issue. However, consideration of the discussion on the EOH list leads me to conclude that the “neutrality” is only for public display and that many of the autism=mercury proponents regard you as their mouthpiece. In response to an EOH list member’s complaint, “Whose side is he on? He needs to stop misleading the public that vaccines are now virtually mercury free” (EOH message 1582), another stated, “Well from what little I know he is on ‘our’ side” (EOH message 1668). Another list member wrote, “Kirby may have written it, but EOH is OUR book” (EOH message 2923). Although you might take issue with these statements, they reveal the impression that you have succeeded in conveying to at least two active members of your support network. This is an impression reinforced by your reference to Atlanta, home of the CDC, as “the belly of the beast” (EOH message 279).

If you were truly objective, why is it that Lyn Redwood, co-founder of Safe Minds, was identified as the contact person for http://www.evidenceofharm.com until just recently? (The WHOIS record changed after I made note of the domain’s contact information on a post to the Health Fraud mailing list, also frequented by a number of your EOH list-mates; although you are now named as contact person, the address remains that of another “mercury mom” who maintains the site.) If you were truly objective, why would you begin the discussion on the EOH list with, “Let’s hope the ‘other side’ chimes in,” rather than, “Let’s hope both sides chime in” (EOH message 26)? If you were truly objective, why would there be so little evidence in your public pronouncements that you ever sought to acquaint yourself with adults with autistic spectrum diagnoses, rather than blithely parroting Mark Blaxill’s “hidden horde hypothesis.” Why would there be so little evidence in your public pronouncements that you have sought to acquaint yourself with parents who have chosen not to pursue biomedical interventions with their offspring, or parents who recognize that autism was indeed “born in their house,” and not inflicted upon the family by a villainous conspiracy? Lenny Schafer has exhorted EOH list members to “keep the focus on the good guys and the bad guys” (EOH message 391). According to this world-view, the “bad guys” are not only the supposed Goliaths of government and the pharmaceutical industry, but also many thousands of autistic people who do not identify themselves as victims of poisoning, and thousands of loving, conscientious parents — parents whose life experience does not include “evidence of harm” by vaccines, who have a different perspective on their lives and on the diagnosis that they or their family members happen to share with others, and whose private medical choices have not included elaborate, expensive, experimental detoxification and nutritional supplementation regimens.

Your many years of work for The Advocate suggests that you are alert to issues affecting the gay community. May I therefore suggest a thought experiment. For one week, every time you read an instance of the word “autism” or “autistic,” replace it with “homosexual,” “gay” or “queer.” I have already done this for you on the bumper sticker that appears below; it is modified from the one that Lenny Schafer recently developed and distributed to participants on the Evidence of Harm mailing list — “My child was poisoned by mercury in vaccines, but everyone calls it Autism,” juxtaposed with an image of a skull and crossbones. I provide this image not because I believe the message it appears to convey, but in order to encourage you to consider how it feels for an autistic person to hear incessant, gruesome, emotionally charged descriptions of autism by non-autistic individuals who regard autism as an unmitigated tragedy, as completely unacceptable, descriptions that insist that an autistic person’s experience of the world is a consequence of poisoning, and whose cognitive and behavioral peculiarities are worthy of utter eradication. Although this may seem far-fetched, like comparing apples to oranges, in fact, homosexuality and autism both constitute forms of social deviance in its strictest definition — that is, deviation from the behavioral patterns of the majority. Homosexuality used to be defined as a “psychiatric disorder” — in fact, Ivar Lovaas, the early developer of behavioral interventions designed to suppress the expression of all autistic behavior, was also a pioneer in the development of reparative therapy, designed to suppress the expression of all homosexual behavior.

I hope that you will consider that when you make public statements about autism, you are presuming to speak about an entire class of people who are autistic for life, not simply the subset of parents and minor children with whom you have become acquainted over the past couple of years. For every parent eager to “recover” their child and “lose the diagnosis,” there are autistic citizens who will always have the diagnosis and will always wear the label, and who are affected by the manner in which that label is bandied about by those who hate what it represents to them. People too often talk about “autism” as if it is something separate from autistic people. It is not. And those autistic people and their families — autistic children, the autistic-spectrum adults whose very existence you have publicly questioned, and families like mine — will still be around, still dealing with the stigma of “contamination” that you have helped to promulgate, long after the royalties dry up and you have sailed off to your next journalistic destination.

Sincerely,

Kathleen Seidel

29 May 2005

–ends–

Autistic Pride Day

2 Jun

This month, on the 18th is something called Autistic Pride Day. It probably won’t make the news, you almost certainly won’t see a large march and you won’t have to put up with hearing z-list celebs talk about their solidarity and respect for the celebrants.

Autistic Pride Day is a day that adult autistics chose to commemorate the fact of their autism and the fact that they were proud to be autistic. It should not be confused with Autism Awareness which is a campaign set up and managed mostly by parents and carers of autistics to highlight what they see as the tragic blight of autism.

Autistics today face an incredible amount of generalisation and pejoratives. I’ve heard other parents of autistics describe their own children as – ‘disappearing down a black hole’, ‘stolen’, ‘missing’, ‘a parents worst nightmare’ and their own family situations described in terms reflecting grief and tragedy.

Once upon a time, homosexuality was considered an illness. In fact it wasn’t until 1973 that the American Psychiatric Association (APA) removed homosexuality from its official listing of mental illnesses in its Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Psychiatric Disorders.

1973. Just over 30 years ago. It seems incredible that people really did think that a persons sexual preference was symptomatic of an illness, but they did. Up until that point, gay Americans were subjected to pejoratives and mind-sets very similar to those that autistics face now. The ‘deviance from normality’ was too much for most families so a lot of gays stayed quiet or grew estranged from their families. Autistic people don’t even have the option of staying quiet. Their ‘deviance from the norm’ leads them to ‘stim’ (flap hands, rock, sing to themselves and a massive variety of other ‘deviant’ behaviours). Its obvious to everyone when an autistic is autistic.

The Black man, it was repeatedly claimed, was uniquely fitted for bondage by his primitive psychological organization. For him, mental health was contentment with his subservient lot, while protest was an infallible symptom of derangement. Thus a well-known physician of the ante-bellum South, Dr. Samuel Cartwright of Louisiana, had a psychiatric explanation for runaway slaves. He diagnosed their malady as drapetomania, literally the flight-from-home-madness, ‘as much a disease of the mind as any other species of mental alienation.’ Another ailment peculiar to Black people was dysaethesia Aethiopica, sometimes called rascality by overseers, but actually due to ‘ insensibility of nerves’ and ‘hebetude of mind’, explained Dr. Cartwright. Whereas psychologically normal Negroes were faithful and happy –go-lucky, the mentally afflicted ones ‘pay no attention to the rights of property…slight their work…raise disturbances with their overseers.

Scientific racism.

The shocking quote above, demonstrates how people one believed that black people were considered ill. How a Doctor could believe that a person desiring freedom could be construed as an illness is bizarre. But it happened.

Benjamin Rush, MD (1746 – ­1813), signer of the Declaration of Independence, Dean of the Medical School at the University of Pennsylvania and the “Father of American Psychiatry, “described Negroes as suffering from an affliction called Negritude, which was thought to be a mild form of leprosy. The only cure for the disorder was to become white.

Vanessa Jackson.

If such a hypothesis was even suggested today, the author would be quite rightly hounded out of the medical profession. Its utterly ridiculous. But it happened.

Autistics today face similar situations, similar ill-informed judgments and similar results. A lot of autistics say that growing up they felt forced to try and bury their autism as much as possible to avoid the judgment of family and peers. Would we find a gay teen having to do this acceptable today? Whats the consensus of opinion on Micheal Jacksons continuing quest to make himself white?

In the days leading up to Autistic Pride day, I’m going to try and write something every day about why I feel this is such an important event for Megan and for our whole family. I’m also going to try and link to articles that offer some insight into what its like to be on the receiving end of prejudice. The first article is written by Amanda Baggs and describes how the mainstream autism advocacy movement (by which I mean medics and parents mostly) are participating in the belittling of autistics.

As to what we’ll be doing on Autistic Pride Day, we’re not sure. My wife’s due to give birth to our new baby sometime this month so it may be on or around this very day. But if it isn’t, then we’ll be passing it quietly with Megan. Doing things that she likes to do. We’ll also be thinking of all the autistic adults and children we know and wishing them well and hoping that equality for them comes sooner than it did for gay people or black people.